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I don't know

Its funny, some days ago, my grandmother mentioned that I am 26 now, and that by this age most people have a house, a family, and children etc. to take care off. While I indeed have nothing. No house, no family, no children, no car, and also no bounds. A free bird. And yet.
It makes you think. By my age, my mother was happily married, and had a child of 3 to take care of, a second child coming.
Me, I am moving back home now
Strange world.
But for me it is ok. Although sometimes I wonder.
I would love to settle with the cosiness.
But not with the boredom. I cant stop travelling, or leaving in order to come back.

I cut of society for some days and jumped into an imaginary world. One I am afraid that probably would never exist, although, if I am honest, I would like to have.

I guess people always have two sorts of dreams, the one that let them do the amazing stuff, the things you dream of, and the other one of security and happiness.
(Well, I do.)
Since I dont have the first I jumped into the second.
Dont know if there can be an equality of things. Guess you choose between security and insecurity And in between I dont know.

The wrinkles in my forehead tell that I dont know, I just dont know. And as I get older and should get wiser, it seems, me, I start to know less and less.

But maybe thats ok.

As Stef Bos put it: Is this later?

Even that I dont know